I have learned so much about myself over the past 4 years but especially the past few days of sharing some of the hardest times I have had so far.
I have learned~
I am strong.
I have 3 amazing kids.
I loved (still do) an amazing man.
I am human.
I have an amazing support system.
I don’t have all the answers and that’s OK.
People will let you down.
Life is hard.
I make mistakes.
I am enough.
I need to accept help and know it is not a sign of weakness.
I am doing the best I can with what I have at this moment.
I am a good mom.
I can do anything I set my mind to.
It’s OK to let go of people who are not good for you.
It’s OK to still be sad.
I am allowed to cry.
I don’t need everyone’s approval.
I am allowed to be angry.
I still can find joy in my life.
I can still laugh.
I don’t have to be strong for everyone.
I have amazing friends.
I am living but not forgetting.
I had a wonderful marriage and best friend.
I have so much more ahead of me.
I am blessed.
I may not have wanted this for my life but I am learning as I go through my grief. I am learning that I am in charge of my life. I know I am going to get through this and anything else that comes my way. It may not be today. It may not be a year from now. But I will get through my grief because I have so much to live for.